Friday, October 21, 2011

Thankful

I have a lot of things I want to write about... namely our gorgeous little girl Courtlynn Cynthia Rose... 


but to think about writing about my thoughts and feelings about Mom... leaves me thinking about Mom... which of course makes me overwhelmingly sad.

I'm sad that she's missing out on this new little one... and that the new little one is missing out on her.

But I'm trying VERY hard to just sit back and enjoy this incredible gift... and to focus on how blessed we really are.

What a bittersweet year it's been.

I lost my amazing mom... but without that loss... we wouldn't have this gorgeous little addition to our family.

So I'm taking the time to enjoy.

I'm taking the time to be thankful.



Because I have a whole lot right now to be thankful for!